Bard of the blade... Poetry from Ryan.

Soldier Gender : Number of posts : 111 Age : 32

Post what you think please.

Darkness.

Darkness consumes my mind
coats my body like a lovers touch
but it cannot take my heart..
for it is not my own.

My heart beats,
not for me, but for you.
It is covered in
the bright light of your love.

Nothing can pierce
the light of your love..
Though I live now in darkness
your love gives me strength.

Soldier Gender : Number of posts : 111 Age : 32

Last Breath...

As I lay before you...
my last breath,
a quiet gasp
calling your name.
My soul gets tugged
down towards the dark...
my love for you
making me fight it.
As I struggle for salvation
I look into your eyes,
one last time...
and you start to turn away.
My strength fails me
my sight begins to fail...
the last thing I see
is you turning your back tome.

Soldier Gender : Number of posts : 111 Age : 32

Dying Fire

The hidden flames
that fueled me..
the secret strength
that has kept me
fighting for so long,
is fading.

The hope I hold
for our future,
is slowly being
destroyed by
my own stupidity.

Love flees
from the touch of Death...
this must mean
that I AM Death.
For my touch
to make you run from me.
For my loving caress
to send you away...

Soldier Gender : Number of posts : 111 Age : 32

My Love (Redemption)

My love,
you thaw my frozen heart
like the beautiful Spring
after the cold, dark Winter...
Despite the terror I feel
as you smash the walls
I hid my heart behind.
I cannot resist
the power of your loving kiss.

My love,
you are a drug.
The only thing that
dulls the pain....
Every day that passes,
my addiction to you grows.
In you I see,
a beautiful chance for me.

My love...
you are my Heaven.
My dark Angel.
My salvation.
My redemption.

Shotgun Surgeon Gender : Number of posts : 83 Age : 33

woot?

Soldier Gender : Number of posts : 111 Age : 32

(I'm out of poetry on me for right now, more when I get home. In the mean time....)

Lyrics to songs that inspired me.

HIM - Song or Suicide.
Sorrow rebuild me
as I step out of the light...
Misery strengthen me
as I say my goodbye...
I heal
my wounds
with grief...
and dream
of you..
and weep
myself alive.

HIM - Venus Doom
Leave all behind now to watch her crawl
through our dark gardens of insanity.
She'll be the light to guide you back home,
just give her a kiss worth dying for
and open your arms.

Watch me fall for you
my Venus doom.
Hide my heart where all dreams are entombed
my Venus doom.
All my dreams are of you
my Venus doom.

Grieve all your hearts out and she'll writhe enthralled
in tragic, ecstatic agony
and in her flames we will die some more.
Just show me her life worth living for
and light up the dark...

Watch me fall for you
my Venus doom.
Hide my heart where all dreams are entombed
my Venus doom.
All my dreams are of you
my Venus doom.

Hold me inside your infernal offering
touch me as I fall...
Don't lose yourself in this suffering yet
hold on...

Watch me fall for you
my Venus doom.
Hide my heart where all dreams are entombed.

Watch me fall for you
My Venus doom.
Hide my heart where all dreams are entombed
My Venus doom.
All tears are for you
my Venus doom.

Guest

Love them!

Soldier Gender : Number of posts : 111 Age : 32

Darkness Embraced

My personal life
lies in ruin...
My public persona
has been shattered...
I am adrift now,
floating in the waters of the world...
Rather than
choosing my course,
choosing to fight
the darkness...
I accept it.

I will welcome
back my demons,
with open arms.
I will fill my
dying heart
with anger and grief.
I will use
those two
as my weapons...
May God have mercy,
for an Angel has
cast himself into hell
and emerged
as a Demon...

Soldier Gender : Number of posts : 111 Age : 32

Sweetest Damnation
By taking me up
on my offer...
You have
given me hope.
By saying the words...
"I love you Ryan"
you have
destroyed
my resistance...
I now know
above all else...
that I am yours.

Though neither
of us are perfect,
and both of us
are damned...
I know
that this?
This wonderful love...
is the sweetest damnation.

Soldier Gender : Number of posts : 111 Age : 32

Last Dawn

As I lay
staring at the sky
watching the sun
crest upon the horizon...
I wonder...
how I'll go on
I hear you..
call out to me.

I cry the tears
of the love gone...
I cry the tears
for your desecrated body..
I cry for the
touch, that I will never feel....

I steel myself
to face your tormentor
to meet him
in battle
and win...
for losing
means that I
will have to abandon
you to his "pleasures"...

Soldier Gender : Number of posts : 111 Age : 32

More Lyrics.

Type O Negative - Christian Woman

Forgive her
For she knows
Not what she does....

A cross upon her bedroom wall.
From grace she will fall.
An image burning in her mind.
And between her thighs.

A dying God-man full of pain.
When will you cum again?

Before him beg to serve or please.
On your back or knees.

There's no forgiveness for her sins.
Prefers punishment?

Would you suffer eternally
Or internally?

Ah.

For her lust
She'll burn in hell.
Her soul done medium well.

All through mass
manual stimulation
Salvation.

Corpus Christi
She needs
Corpus Christi
Corpus Christi.

Corpus Christi
She needs
Corpus Christi
Corpus Christi.

Body of Christ.
She needs.
Body of Christ.
Body of Christ.

She'd like to know God.
love God.

Feel her God.
Inside of her - deep inside of her.

She'd like to know God.
love God.

Feel, feel, feel
Her God,
Inside of her
Deep inside of her.

Inside of her
Deep inside of her.

Jesus Christ looks like me
Jesus Christ,
Jesus Christ looks like me
Jesus Christ.
(repeat 4 times)

Type O Negative - Bloody Kisses

Not long ago but far away.
A rainy winter's day.

All her pain she kept inside.
Could no longer hide.

No cry for help.
She killed herself.

Both life and love could not be saved.
She took them both to the grave.

to the grave.

A pair of souls become undone.
Where were two now one.

Divided by this wall of death.
I soon will join you yet.

With my blood I'll find your love.

You found the strength to end your life.
As you did -- so shall I.

Oh no.
Please don't go.
Please don't go.

It's like a death
A death,
A death
In the family.

Don't die.

A crimson pool so warm & deep.
Lulls me to an endless sleep.

Your hand in mine - I will be brave.
Take me from this earth.

And end this night - this, the end of life.

From the dark I feel your lips.
And I taste your bloody kiss.

Oh no.
Please don't go.
Oh no.
Please don't go.

Please don't go
Please don't go,
Please don't
Please don't
Go.

It's like a death
A death,
A death
In the family.

[x2]
It's like a death
A death,
A death
In the family.

Don't die
On me,
Don't die
On me.

Don't die
On me
Don't die

Soldier Gender : Number of posts : 111 Age : 32

Shadows

There is darkness in me,
you refuse to see it though.
You pierce through my darkness
lifting me from it,
banishing it from my mind.

I used to think I was cursed
never to love another.
You changed that,
you lifted my spirit
sent me spiraling upward,
from the depths of my personal Hell.

From the shadows of doubt,
you carried me to the light of truth.
Never before,
and never again,
shall a man feel for you,
as strongly as I.

Soldier Gender : Number of posts : 111 Age : 32

A Memory..

An early morning,
where time itself
paused to savor the moment.
It began no different than a hundred before it,
you were in my arms…
Everything seemed right,
How was I to know
your heart was discontent?

I listened to your breath,
the gentle rise and fall of your chest
Pressed against my own.
I felt you begin to stir,
and watched your eyes slowly open.
I heard you say,
“Baby, don’t ever let me go…”
And then, you smiled…
Oh, you smiled…
The beauty of it struck me
like a punch,
crippling me with its power…

That was the last time,
I would ever hold you.
The last time,
you would smile at me like that…
That same day,
you shattered me.

Now,
I’m a broken man.
A shadow of my former self.
Searching for someone,
anyone,
who can fix what you’ve broken.

Soldier Gender : Number of posts : 111 Age : 32

Divided by Death...

The distance between our bodies
is going to be changed...
divided by land,
as we are now,
soon we shall be
divided by death.
For, my love...
I will end my life.

You shall live yours,
and live it well.
Take strength
from who I was...
Live your life
as if I was there
at your side...

Soldier Gender : Number of posts : 111 Age : 32

...united by Love.

The distance between us
is nonexistent…
Wherever you are
I am with you..
Wherever you’ve walked
I worship.
My love…
we cannot be separated.

Our hearts shall live
forever entwined.
I take strength
From our love…
We shall live
together, arms wrapped tight
forevermore…

Guest

wow. he's really not lazy.

Im too lazy to post mine. ahh well.

Good stuff man

Soldier Gender : Number of posts : 111 Age : 32

Thanks Saber, and no... I'm not lazy when I think something needs to be done Smiley

Soldier Gender : Number of posts : 111 Age : 32

End

Your tears
slide down
your cheeks
down towards
your chin...

My hand
reaches out
fingers brush
and wipe
them away...

Your lips
they move
words spill
"Goodbye
my love..."

My eyes
they close
my voice
it dies
tears flow...

My gun
it cocks
pressure on
trigger squeezed...
bitter end...

Soldier Gender : Number of posts : 111 Age : 32

Blood Red Dawn

I watch
the sun rise
over the battlefield...
I see the blood,
I see the bodies
of the fallen,
and then..
I see you.

You lie
at peace...
eyes closed,
chest unmoving,
cold...

My blade
falls from my grip.
I blink
slowly...
my heart snaps,
I fall.

The ground
opens up
and swallows me.
Then...
you breath
and call my name...

Soldier Gender : Number of posts : 111 Age : 32

Sinner's Worship

The Pastor
stands behind
the pulpit,
smiling widely
as he reads
from the Book...

Everyone
smiles back,
wide grins
all around.
Not me...
my muscles tense...

"Can't you see"
I shout
"Can't you see
the blood
on his teeth?!"
my voice rising...

Suddenly...
everyone turns.
Their eyes
lock on me,
their smiles widen...
blood on their teeth.

I scream
in rage, fear,
and denial.
They smile wider...
and reach
towards me.

I fight...
punching, kicking,
scratching, clawing,
biting, shouting...
but I lose.
They have me...

My body
stretched out,
somebody pulls
a knife out.
The Preacher
takes the knife...
and smiles.

"Ryan..."
he says
"will you
accept salvation?"
sarcasm evident..
knife pressing...

I shout,
"Not from you!"
and feel
it slide...
my chest
is soaked...

Soldier Gender : Number of posts : 111 Age : 32

Chains...

These chains
across my body...
I wear them
gladly for you.

The chains
aren't heavy...
they wrap around me
like your arms once did.

You... my love
own me,
in a very real way.
Your chains
are forged of love,
in the fires of passion,
cooled in the
ocean of our trust.

Your chains
around me...
they keep me alive
and tie my heart to yours...

Soldier Gender : Number of posts : 111 Age : 32

Remember

I remember
you even when
we aren't together.
I remember,
your fingers, your lips,
your arms, your warmth,
and how I'd move,
bringing you closer against me...

Remember,
even when
I'm not there.
Remember,
my touch, my kiss,
my embrace, my warmth,
and the way your body
fit against mine.

As I remember you...
will you remember me?

Soldier Gender : Number of posts : 111 Age : 32

Lullaby to my Lady...

Mmm... my baby...
I feel your soft kiss,
my heart begins to race...
your body against mine, a feeling I miss,
within my mouth... you, the only taste...

Mmm... my darling...
your lips find mine,
you beg sleep to wait...
as our bodies entwine
seeming to be our fate...

Mmm... my love...
you make it impossible to resist
so willing, so ready, pressed so very tight...
the tyranny of your kiss,
almost making me fear our nights...

Mmm... my sweetheart....
I slowly part away,
whispering, "Close your eyes... rest... please..."
starting to pray,
that you won't resume your tease...

Mmm... my lady...
I beg you rest your head,
feel the slow beating of my heart...
knowing there is nothing to dread,
and let your sweetest dreams start...

Guest

SettingSun wrote:: Thanks Saber, and no... I'm not lazy when I think something needs to be done

Like continuing your story? :3

Soldier Gender : Number of posts : 111 Age : 32

Oh... *sighs*

...I have another chapter just about ready... I gotta finish up the ending of it then get all my colorations and my bolding etc done.

...I'll post it tonight if you ask me nicely Smiley

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